I feel all torn up on the inside.
I’ve had my body and my heart violated again and again to the point where this world has finally managed to break me.
I can’t even pretend anymore. Hell, I don’t even have control of this body anymore.
I break down in tears all the time, even in public. I have panic attacks, I can’t sleep, I have so much nausea that I can barely eat.
I just can’t do this anymore. Playing pretend in a meaningless existence…
Fuck this world.